memories-
Monday, October 23, 2006
i jus had a nice heart-to-heart chat with my spaces. somehow. i think i've found a better refuge than blogger. i jus feel better typing there.
hais. i my mum's nose jus runny. or is she really cryin. she jus had an argument with my brother. scary :X every sob is like.. eating into my heart. but this kinda circumstances, i think its best to pretend not to know. cus i dunno what to do? like. somebody you think is supposed to appear strong in front of you..supposed to comfort u when you are sad. hai but. im the daughter. well. maybe next time when im older. and when i myself stop making her worry. ai...
received a TNT package today from man u:) i love receiving these letters. more pls.
i went to marina square again today. marina wasnt as crowded as other days. doesn seem so. less ppl to see. but nvm i still had a nice time:) tried starbucks java chip frapp ;p well..its a zillion times better than my ex-fav caramel frapp, though slightly more pricey. happily skipped lunch for it. wanted to skip dinner too. end up came home, ate like 4 oat prawns, one big piece of bbq stingray and one pincer of crab! all da bao-ed from malaysia by my parents. i really mus start to psycho my brain that all oily food is bad and off limits. but all would know that it would not work for me. food is jus food- meant to be eaten. ai.
tml going to imperial treasures to eat with mum, dad and maybe brother. i wun eat so much. i forsee myself getting sick of all the -jiaos. do u call that dumplings? or whatever la.dunno how to say in english. only really want the sharkfin dumpling and dessert! well. happy birthday to my daddy!
my legs are aching from all the speed-walking today. to and fro from north bridge centre to marina square! summore my footwear really not suited to cushion the impact. old already. different from last time. but really shuang! very long never zoom pass the crowd, feel good and confidant..and jus whoa! walk all i want:) feel so happy on the way too. hope i burnt some calories! haha. studying at starbucks was effective. really. the stuff learnt in j1 really cannot compare to those chimmer stuff in j2. i mean. the notes were so digestable compared to the whole set of sexual repro notes! and i simply zoomed through the lines of words.
accompanied yaoxu to walk at bugis junction today. saw some nice stuff that i wanna buy. like bag. like this shorts. and tops. im becoming more and more..likely to spend. like last time. i will convince myself that i dun really need them and i dun really like them. but now im simply stopped because i dun haf my own cash. hah. but well. this kind of shopping is best. but yah la. bugis is still quite boring..nothing much to interest me. my lunch time spend wandering at marina square also tells me that im still damn practical and i really find stepping into shops that i dun even intend to buy from is a hopeles waste of time. prefer walking along and seeing what goes on arnd me.
jus now on the train, concluded that i shud not come online. but since im here..i guess i'll have to shelf that thought. ha i guess probably im in a good mood again. been long since i felt that i typed a nice and deep entry :) was it marina square or the java chip frapp from starbucks or the walking around or the nice food i ate or the easy-to-read notes or the wonderful package from man u? hrmmm. i think its superposition. resultant wave amplitude is like damn big. hah! smtms i jus like being with myself. do i really get happily that easily? heh. im quite simple at times.
in conclusion, in reply to my opening sentence, i think its jus that im in a VERY good mood today! :D its been a long time since happiness visited. can you sense my happiness? feel happy for me! tata!
22:39
-keeps me alive
