memories-
Friday, January 19, 2007
feelin troubled.
wonder wads gonna happen frm now on. of cus, every change, to me is a good thing.. jus a steppin stone to lead me to a gd future n to wad i enjoy most
wonderin why its like causing me my moodiness for the day. its the ppl factor. i like receivin my instructions from jamie. in fact i love it.
been to clarke/robertson quay with d ppl i like today. its jean jamie n yeu frm d company. actually intended to drop by on wenjing since its been ages since i last saw her. anyways, had dis jap food buffet @ miramar. BUFFET! did u read it?. yeap but im not as fill-able as last time when trainings were still on. i miss those days. food never tasted half as good then. i could eat anything, everything. maybe i shud jus work hard, and eat hard at the same time yeah? d food doesn count. its the company dat matters. but oh yes all the same, i like my tempura:) i wish i could eat more though.
will b going down to mac ritchie on sat. pls hope dat i do. i miss trainings! n i rlly need to kick start my gymming habits.
jean asked me. curiosity, why dont i go out much? wonder how do i ans dat. i think im a borin person. argh im owaes havin dis crisis. dat i like to go out n haf a nice clique n jus chill arnd.. but i jus cant. i always blame it on my horoscope though..
i always know the correct way to do things. correct way to think about things. and i always tend to advise myself. i think im gg nuts. i dunnit ppl to understand. i jus need ppl arnd me ya..
wonder if i shud go out on sat too. wonder if i shud go watch chun zi yun on sunday with chinyong n primero. i wonder abt everything.. but i always do nothing.
tried googling for my blog. it isnt as easy as before. last time, typing dhscoxyz will easily take u here. not now though. where's the excitement i always get when i think about dhsco? i feel im actually becoming a changed person..stubbornly sticking to the past though.
okay, since im again feeling strongly for something, i shall go take the test amanda told me to take. while waiting for the site to load.. im pondering. about my future. what am i going to do after A lvl results r released? was told by junyi(one of the tainers) that results r acty released b4 CNY? issit true? well. excited. i rlly hope i do well. well but i rlly rlly dunno wad im going to take in uni. im lookin forward to some light studying. i shud take courses outside like angela is taking korean..shall see how things go..
ah my thots r all jumbled up..im nt conc.
the results are here..lets see if they tell the same story:
 | I took the free ColorQuiz.com personality test! "Her need to feel more causative and to have a wide..."
Click here to read the rest of the results.
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true to some extent?
*yu wu lun ci -yawns- enough. blogging is really unhealthy4 d brain.may i sleep well tonight and stop harbouring thots of waking up earli to jog. its USELESS! shall jin li n do my best tm =) @ the same time, hope 4 d best!
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-keeps me alive
