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Wednesday, April 11, 2007
being a glutton now and stuffing myself with food. its been liddat e past few days. so reminds me of last year, when i had no qualms about eating non stop..due to training. still eating more than an average person does even though have cut down loads!
eventful day yesterday..thought abt it. actually it was cus i always try my best to fin jamie's stuff..n den she suddenly say things that made me feel that i wasnt gd enuff..i jus feel that i have a duty to fin all e tasks given to me by her. and what happened yesterday was dat chief expected me to sit down n concentrate on US30, n jamie on e other hand wanted me to kill all e invoices. in e end she was so pissed that she took it herself. i felt so bad..but jamie gave me a hug after that, sweet. had lunch wif yeu n jean @ ichiban again! yummy! and i dreaded going back to office, cus agnes wanted to talk to me.. it was about settling my tasks n job scope la. mayb they chua-dio dat i teared in e ofc. it was like jamie n chief kept pushing n pushing until i didn noe wad2do..
i stayed in office til 9pm, partly cus i was waiting for jamie, n e other was cus i was doing e invoicing. funny thing. there's more n more ppl in e office, but nobody seems free! shuhan's writing cheques, esther n felicia doing dunno what..nobody could help me then=( anyways, jamie is still a nice person.small talk in e cab home.. jean was darn sweet last nite, when she msged to ask if i was ok, and gaf her usual naggings like jamie does. but all in e name of goodwill.
hrm. i still think i like e ppl in my office. will really really miss jean whn she leaves. n will miss jamie when i leave. hmm, everyone seem really busy dis few weeks..many things coming out soon. but still, i have been taking my hour lunches consistently..
today was a smooth sailing day. intended to go office early, complete everything i can under jamie, den leave office before chief comes in, so that i can hide away for abt 30min till 9.30am.. but too bad, jamie came in earlier than expected at 8.40am! i thot it was chief. phew. but couldn run away already..i managed to escape sitting in my so-called new "workstation" << in chief's room.. waited till he left office, hurry steal e stuff dat i needed out n went back to my desk. hhe. but think he pissed n he thinks im pissed..but im fine, din hafta talk to him e whole day! n im still slighty involved in doing jamie's stuff. optimum mix of both worlds. im happy like this. plus, today i got good help from agnes..haha. everybody thot im stressed yesterday.. but im not! its just dat i feel helpless when i really wanna help jamie n her stuff, and when i feel i shud do chief's stuff too. anyway, u noe how i ended up in chief's room yesterday? i was happily going around, trying to rush out instructions from jamie, and he came over, brought a chair to his room n said "sharon, sit here.." machiam asking his son to study liddat.
its e recruitment drive all over again. fortunately, no more darius calls directed to me. phew!
advanced theory test tom. jean helped me highlight all e impt points in e book! hha. i tell u.. they are all nice ppl! dat reminds me.. its jeans birthday on saturday. n on friday, when she was fiddling with my fone, she actually deleted my calendar note abt her bdae! hha damn funny. pam, agnes, jean n i went out for porridge buffet @ convention ctr on monday. it was nice =) now, i like to lunch out.
such a coincidence. jean has driving tml, before my test. hope she can take half day too..n we go arnd looking for gd food at amk. hha.
okay. realised dat there are too any names in this entry. i noe im naggy..but life's still good, despite all e unneccessary troubles..
left some time before my tv prog starts..shal go off to read! like 2 watch e chan8 serial at 9pm starring li nanxing.basically, i support chan 8serials la. but i like 2 see couples getting together..like e jade show on chan u @ 10pm as well ;p
anyway, jus wondering. will we get an A level cert?
on e train home, liyu actually crossed my mind.. wonder where she has disappeared to.
first prac for shicheng's china trip on sun =S wonder who will b there.. aiy, hope e trip's good.. -prays-
each day, i wonder what's in for me e next day, n hope everything goes well. scary.
rejected. n rejected.. mmm. ying sze, one of e tainers got into yale!!! its like wow
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