memories-
Monday, April 09, 2007
mmm. in lousi mood suddenly =(
dats all i can think abt to type.. but i was in a gd mood dis afternoon! had porridge buffet wif pam, agnes n jean..
n am talking to jerry chai now. very stone..perhaps i shud go read my theory question book to slp.
thot of sth jus now..mayb i shud go queue for donuts on thur b4 gg office.so everyone can haf donuts! =) hopefuli queue isnt very long.
i feel...sumwhat suppressed.. i feel..like eating n gorging.. i feel..i miss paddling..i think im missing something.
hm. i wish..theres sumone around who can make me happi..i wish i dun haf to face this every few weeks =(
btw, i've jus gotten instructions to go into another dept of my company (not again).. as of tml.. wonder how everything will b like. jus when i've gotten my new seat n having a gd time..tsk
indulgence..i need to watch a movie. perhaps i need to b alone..but as time pass..i keep feeling that i can no longer survive dat well being alone..i feel like im a changed person. i duno if im still e same as before.. i dun like things to change..i feel very empty..i need some assurance. n i haf nothing to work towards at dis pt of time! argh.. i feel like an idiot. mayb i need to study.
n im still slightly sick..all of them can tell by my voice. seldom ppl can tell im sick. quite heartwarming to know dat ur not a forgotten soul..
i cant imagine life in office w/o jean =( really.. she jus reminds me of yaoxu, mayb cus she's ariean bah..
starting to talk nonsense..china trip..pls make it a good one.. -prayz-
mum's having probs wif her leg n back. hope everything's fine.. watching e physician rub her yest was like damn scary.super pain. but i really pei fu e guy wu ti tou di..skilled man. i wouldn mind having his skills;p
ok enuff.im off.this old therapy of many years doesn seem to help. i shall turn to my books. cya!
23:04
-keeps me alive
