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Saturday, May 19, 2007

its not my fault for not blogging for SO long. may 13th entry was blank cus blogger died on me! i typed such a long juicy entry =( trust me, this aint gonna be any shorter.

anyway, let me do a quick update for memory sake.

5th may-sat, went swimming (to get back my tan!) andden went for class gathering. what a miracle. i seldom appear for gatherings. but there were few ppl there. amanda, yanling, me and philip were early. followed by shuhan, steph, singnan and huixiang. trust me, it still feels a little wierd. anyway. i met many ppl @ marina sq. dats e thing about going out on weekends. met weiqi! long lost hostel roomie. haha. plus miss fang, and kityeng! marina is such a gd place for me. e last time i was out with anissa there, i met kiaying, tszshan n soonkiat! all in a day. happening.

6th may-sun, shicheng + ntu talk. i got into biomed sci+tcm course n i went for their open day thingy in e middle of shicheng prac. met dis hc senior class gal xiaohui there..n some other random ppl. what attracts me is only e tcm course..n e fact tt u can work in forensic lab @ HSA! sounds fun. anyway. after shicheng, i went to meet hcanoe gurls for dinner! was hoping haoxia would be present to witness rare me appearing for yet another gathering. but he wasnt. feeling sick n lousy, so sat there, drank n listened. we arranged a juuuus go outing on a wednesday to go club. looking forward.

7th may-11th may, yet another long week at work. work recently is BORING. is boring me to death. i aint allowed to do any other thing except for the silly publication. what i can do is not to go in so early, leave on time and take a long long lunch. rarrrgh. time passes freaking slowly these days. (pardon me, ive got darn short term memory..i cant remember all e outings n stuff i've had) but i rmbr this though, dinner with pam n anissa @ soup spoon. i like pam! sharon seem to like alot of ppl. but they are all nice, so i dun mind. so i hear stuff that i aint suppose to hear during the dinner..but well, im jus an innocent young kid who doesn bite. no harm telling. (happy bdae peini on 11th may!)

12th may-sat (its another weekend!) went to macrit to run with lala! haoxia:"whoa, what's e occassion?" "sharon is more rare.." funn. love macrit. miss trainings. too bad i cant paddle today as lala din wanna. made up for the slack programme by going to gym. no achievement today as i din get any shade darker (i wanna get back my colour!) its mothers day celeb @ grandma's. guess what, she is giving away all her jewellery to everyone "in case she forgets". i got a old-fashioned gold ring. but my dad n bro got stuff that gleams in my eyes. old ppl sometimes, dunno what they are thinking. i wun be liddat next time i hope. envious.. my cousins din excatly do well for their school years, but they are now successful ppl in life! oldest one private banker earning 7-8k/mth. 2nd oldest is now a deputy public prosecutor, jus by taking part time law classes after poly. 3rd one, pilot gonnabe. and got a cute girlfriend. and my, he looks damn good. nah, but im not like close to them. too bad.

13th may-sun. shicheng. the day really pissed me off. i felt. sad n lousy. lost all e confidence in myself. i jus cant believe it. n i think im pretty hurt. tried to bear with it for i think 3 weeks already. i cant do it =( keeping my fingers crossed wont help. argh. im jus looking forward to meixue joining me. tlaking about it pisses me. i hope saturday stays saturday forever. dinner with e gang of comm ppl- wangui, huili, shaotong, yingchun..guanlaoshi n jiamin too. vivo's bloody crowded. not my cup of tea.

14th may- (WORK! sian!) but when i got in, realised no Agnes, no Chief, no Pam, no Bel, no Jamie = havoc! damned. no drive to do work. plus, i've got NOTHING to do what. i felt a tad guilty, but i cant help it. i really had nothing legal to do. talked to dave for like an hour, went for long long lunch, hung around downstairs..plus surfed web. damn sian day. found out library has unread hardy boys book-those i havent read before. amazing! im borrowing to read. i miss reading enid's famous five. might go back to them after hardy.

15th may- have the WHOLE week blocked for outings. so not evenly distributed. last two weeks i was practically rotting after work everyday. went meet joel (e tainer) for movie. but ppl late..no good seats so ate instead. my 2nd time eating COW's UREA..hhe! (pronounce it fast..) still wonder why their stuff r so ex. anyway, got a pretty scary call from mollie @ eleven plus. he went "im going to commit suicide" (shocked!). "joking la" (relieved) "but i got something very very important to tell you" (tensed).. but it just shicheng stuff. chea! thoght what. really, at e mention of e word now kinda freaks me out. i think: why think of putting in effort when effort is not made to cherish their ppl. screw my internet its flickering on n off. well back to mollie, i dunno why, but i still kinda agreed. im taking it as yet another one of my challenging challenges in life.

16th may- craving for texas toothpicks. spent an entire hour (or maybe more) sitting at carls junior during lunch. its juuuuuus go day! went central meet huiwen, awyong and rina. had pepper lunch (for e first time in my life), before checking out dbl O. but hey,guess what, i forgot to mention hw was wearing birkenstocks n rina in rubber slippers (havannas i think). after long walks, MOS allowed us entry (recalls rina's exciting grand entrance: using her uni admission instead of her NRIC, with e bouncer guy questioning her abt her add, ic num blah blah) but we were all freaking noobs. where's leilei?? oh yes, forgot to mention christine joined us @ cannery. went over to clinic for their 5 fre drinks. hha. saw a jap gal-prob some compare filming outside. wah e place was small n crowded, but e ordering drinks guy was friendly! only a yr older dan us. but in e dark, i think he isnt dat gd looking. oops. think i swallowed a little more than i should,cus i happen to get awyong's 4 pieces of coupons too. but i got home in one piece lah. lucky mum nv detect anything.

17th may- (WANGUI's bdae!!) bloodi driving lesson early in e morning. n i got home like midnite. i was like. craving for breakfast n sleep when i arrived at eunos. fortunately e instrctor mr chua bought me beehoon n i bought myself tehC.. bad day to go in late. totally FORGOT about jiemin's charter thingy. many hippos n ducks involved and it's isetan private sale, so jean n jamie r all not in too! left poor tommy handling e chaos himself- worsened when kermee's speakers got sick n couldn run on roads. im SO darn glad for gavin n capable tommy. they handled everything perfectly well. i forgot to print worksheets! heng e teacher sulastri wasnt exactly pissed for e late delivery. the whole chaotic scene shook me up from my daze..e rest of e day went fine. PLUS, guess what?! its big news. jean n jamie are on relatively good talking terms! i THANK e isetan sale lots! i think dey r perfect examples of great frens. had dinner wif shuhan -dimsum @ victors kitchen. went to hang around at balloon wif melvyn, kourin n leonard. i learnt something new! and im damn excited abt that news. =) got home in a cab -late. but managed to watch TVee..berlinda cried on TV while doing the show xi you ji. e guy really quite poor thing (some rural place in china, dis mentally unsound guy acty burned down his house. fmaily got so pissed off that they locked him up in a cage made from logs. for years n years, he hasnt been out of there. shitting n peeing in side. eating inside. EVERYTHING!) i cant imagine.) i watched ying yue ge dou chang too. i saw KEELY! confirmed that she took part in campus superstar. wonderful. what's more to come?

18th may- (dats like TODAY). i planned for an ultra SLACK day. and it really did happen. highlight was Ministerial Launch of the RHINO heritage tours. FYI, today's International Museum Day. haha. and Dr Lee Boon Yang shook my hand. Gareth appeared on Chan5 n CNA. tml's chan8 n U news also featuring the Monster rhino. met mollie, jingying n mingyan @ raff city while kym, tham n i were there buying food for lunch. super slack, but tiring. catered food's good though. Peini cancelled on me last minute, i had to find something to occupy myself. decided to go for the Wellness Village intro talk. since i went, ate their free food (sake sushi platter) and admired their place, let me do an Ad here for them. its a SPA place. perfect setting n atmosphere. check it out @ chinatown! i will definitely go if im a rich singaporean. sighs. money does wonders sometimes. ate with Junyi, ben, shuhan n fel came later to meet us. they siao siao one..seemed a little too keen to come over to meet us. hhaha. think they got a whiff too much when they were jus walking at the cannery. diaos -.-chinatown is a great place for shopping. e stuff hellafa cheap. e keychains r damn attractive.

i hope saturday stays long. work is like- hopelessly boring. i cant stand it. pls gimme more stuff to do. and my body system works in such a way that im most happy to carry out jamie's instructions, followed by jean pam yeu.. e rest can forget abt getting me to do stuff willingly n happily.except Agnes whom i must obey. hha. i still love some of my colleagues, while some of them really do not deserve my love at all. haha. we all know who. but wells. im also getting lazier n slacker. need a wake up call.

was reading ben's blog. quite enjoyable to read..just wondering aloud: have i ever made a difference to a person's life? or maybe jus liven up anyone's spirits a little? hmm

my downstairs is ant infested. some leaked over to my room from outside e house. sitting here blogging for hours, i have now 5 ant carcasses awaiting burial. im damn afraid of ants. urgh!

latest news is that some of them have got their medicine reply. i havent. pray for me. on e outisde, i seem like i heck care everything, but i think i do care. no worries, no pressure. expectations will only lead to disappointment. now i understand jamie's point of not having expectations of people. yeap been sticking n living with that thought all along subconsciously- that's why i set no goals, jus silent ones. i will do fine in anything. but right now, its time for bedtime story =)

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