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Saturday, November 24, 2007
congrats im finally back home. some silly incident pissed e ass outta me this evening. went back suntec to work for 3hrs. supposed to end at sengkang, get dropped home or near home after that. in e end, after going 4 rounds with bus load full of people i ended up at suntec again. since when did suntec become my home? GOSH. the bus was at traffic light junction going to turn into TPE. duh. i told captain i will alight here. he said"no la. i drop u somewhere nearer". in the end. TPE go PIE. PIE go ECP. gone. i knew it man. den he keep insisting tt after pasir ris is serangoon. smart! really at that point of time i really wanted to scream. sengkang is like how far from suntec. n suntec is like how near my home man. whey 3 hours pay isnt much in the first place. plus one hour traveling front n back. not worth it at all. plus e bubble tea tt i bought, my dinner. i earn dollars one hand can count. hais. i think im becoming more n more calculative w e company. this one if jamie charter i got nothing to complain la. sighs. keep reminding myself tt i shud b nice. someday someone will appreciate. this wooden sign on my door says "the only way to have a fren is to be one"..jus noticed it again after 5 yrs of it being there. doesn it make a lot of sense.
anyways.heck with complaining. today's first day of exams. eg1108 paper. i was damn freaked out before that. really hopeless. turned out the paper was better than i expected. but hmm. doesn mean it will turn out good. at least im not as devastated as my prog lab.
met sn wenta suntec eat tunch. haha tea plus lunch? =p bought paopaocha den wenta hippo for work. found out i got cheated. bus only leaving 5plus ask me reach at 5pm! con me of my time. damn! anyway captains were ricky n mok. so of cus i choose bingo la. in e end also makes no difference. sigh. he lagi blur.
one part of my arm is bleeding cus i rubbed e piece of hardened skin off while wearing my tee. cool. reminds me of this horoscope/zodiac outlook on facebook a few days ago.. that some cut or insect bite will bother me. and it did. it was a mosquito bite that became bloody. haha but i like to look at blood. hahha. saddist.
im feelin quite tired. had a long day. been more than 12hrs since i woke up. i aint looking forward to studying programming at all. that'll b my first half of my day tml. followed by intensive maths till my exam on monday.
help.i need to grow money. grow back those that disappeared. dun ask me how. why do u think im working so bloody hard. i wish i can turn back time to when i was so carefree..working at ducktours.. esp during dec period last year. wanna spend time anyhow spend. buy things for ppl, treat myself n others.. spend money also anyhow. now everytime i spend i need to convince myself that the sum is less than my income. im tired abt money matters. like seriously. not much of december to work since im gg away for holiday. but hope will b able to get most of the dates i submit. sigh i wish i can say it without myself looking stupid. but well. nvm let it b a secret. money isnt everything.
really treasured m family alot more this year. since this is a critcal year for my mum. and cus im staying in hall n spending very little time with them (well not really i go home more than half the week)..as long as im happy..working shud b enuff to support my spendings until i get e next lump sum from my real bosses. shicheng hk trip will really really REALLY b a prob for me next year.
as of now hope everything will go smoothly. two big things i regret doing this year shall pass.
wonder if any of teammates wenta sheenmaos house today for e gathering..
something interesting i heard from news yesterday. 4% of sec sch kids had sex before. bet some of them lied.
will hear me quite often i think. grumbling as im studying for the next few days..wish me luck!
im damn tired n stoned. i feel like ive worked the whole day. shall rest. nights =)
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oh haha nus is on news for having a facebook programming module. -rolls eyes-
and -ohihatedespoguyswhospeaktomeonmsndailybutgetnoreplies.thickskin- ive decided to be nice n reply today cus -theonlywaytohaveafrenistobeone- but -hebetternotpissmeoff-
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